I blew it!

I didn't even last a week, with the "I'm gonna update everyday thing". I took the weekend off to spend it with my husband and children. We needed it. I missed Army wives on sunday, so I watched it tonight. There are definitely times when I can empathize with Pamela. When is enough, enough... and when is not enough, TOO much??

I couldn't even imagine having my husband just disappear for unknown quatities of time like Chase does.. Its hard enough with him being here in the states, with crappy hours. DH's hours are from 3:40 am when his alarm sounds off, to 7 or 8 pm when he comes draggin in from work, eats a quick dinner, tucks the kids into bed, and then heads for shower and bed himself so that he can get up and do it all again the next day. There are definitely days where I don' feel important, and I certainly don't feel like a priority in his life. I feel alot of times like I just get his left overs, and sometimes that really sucks!

The "new" Army says its family oriented, but its really not. At least it doesn't feel that way when you are the one playing the hurry up and wait game.

But anyway LOL. Had a great weekend even though I waited on pins and needles for Monday to come around so that the hospital would call me with a date for Miss Thing's EKG. Monday came and went. The hospital called, and apparently I'll have to be a little more patient, as she's not scheduled until June 3rd. On top of it all the boys have been horrible. They have been fighting like cats and dogs.. Here's to hoping the week gets smoother!! :)